Saturday, June 26, 2021

The Rev. Canon John Bedingfield's sermon for June 27, 2021


In the name of the God of all healing, Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  Amen.

This morning’s “Gospel sandwich” is a really compelling one.  The story of the woman with hemorrhages is sandwiched between the beginning and the end of the story of Jairus’ daughter.  As an aside, Mark uses this technique pretty often in his Gospel and, naturally, the technique has a name.  So, next time you’re at a cocktail party and want to impress someone with your bible knowledge, tell them that Mark is known for his use of intercalation.  The intercalated or interpolated stories this morning are both very powerful.  When they are read together, they can lead us to a belief that God can bring healing to any illness, no matter how long lived or severe.

Mark tells us that the inserted story is about, “a woman who had been suffering from hemorrhages for twelve years.  She had endured much under many physicians, and had spent all that she had; and she was no better, but rather grew worse.”  Twelve years of near constant bleeding is unfathomable for me.  But twelve years of bleeding in a society where touching or even getting close to blood was taboo is even more difficult for me to come to grips with.  Because there are many levels to this short story, there are multiple messages that can be pulled from it.  But the one I would like to concentrate on this morning is this: it does not matter how serious the illness may be nor how long it might have persisted, it is not beyond God’s healing power.

Jairus’s daughter is one of three people Jesus raises from the dead in the Gospels.  This story, the raising of the widow of Nain’s son (in Luke), and the raising of Lazarus (in John) are each distinct from the other, and each has a particular message to impart about the love of God in Jesus Christ.  But they all have at their core the message that there is nothing that is beyond the healing power of God … not even death.  That incredible healing power of God in Christ is something that I have personally witnessed throughout my life as a priest.  

Several times, in years past, Donna, Taylor and I have gone to a family camp for people with special needs, run by a national organization called Joni and Friends.  Every year we attended, for five days, we were surrounded by something on the order of 170 “campers,” who ranged in age from about 4 or 5 years old, up to some in their 50s, all of whom had something that our society refers to as a “disability.”  There were plenty there who, like Taylor, were born with Down Syndrome; some high functioning, others not so much.  There were many in wheel chairs – paraplegic; quadriplegic and those who, while not catastrophically paralyzed, simply had no control over their limbs because of some neurologic problem.  And there was almost every shade of autism that you can imagine – from those who, when you meet them, seem just slightly different from you, all the way to those who are led around by hand wherever they go, and who have no ability to verbalize their thoughts at all.  Each of these campers was accompanied by family members and “STMs” or “Short Term Missionaries,” people who volunteer their time and talents to be one-on-one buddies to the campers for the week.

One hundred and seventy people of all shapes, sizes and diagnoses – most born with whatever makes them differently abled, but some who had gone through a traumatic event that changed their lives forever – all gathered at a Christian camp where they ate, learned, played and worshipped together.  So what’s the deal?  Why are these folks the way they are?  Do these people – or the people around them who love them deeply – not have “sufficient faith” for them to be healed?  Because I’ve got to tell you, I met some people at that camp who have incredible faith; people who really live out the Gospel of Jesus Christ every day.  

One year, Taylor’s partner (as she referred to her) was an eighteen year old named Jacqueline, whose entire family paid their own way to camp.  And who each had their own camper for whom they were servants for a week.  The light of Christ shown so brightly in and through this family that sun glasses would have been helpful when we were around them.  These disciples of Jesus Christ – and almost 200 others like them – prayed for all of the campers every day.  Was their faith insufficient to bring about miraculous healings?

Unfortunately, there are many people who are taught (and who teach) that it is a lack of faith that keeps people like those campers from being healed.  If you take nothing else away from this sermon, please remember this: the size of your faith does not dictate how God treats you!  Every one of us is a beloved child of God.  And God does not love one child more than another – rather God loves us each individually in the way that reaches us best.  But God does NOT make us earn God’s love.  We could never earn God’s love or favor in 1,000 lifetimes.  

We are broken humans in a broken world, who have been offered the gracious gift of God’s love.  So when someone tells you, “If only you had prayed harder,” or “If only you had more faith,” something might have turned out differently – you have my permission to think about hitting them.  DON’T hit them, but you have permission to think about it.  Believe me, they deserve it!

The size and depth of Jairus’ faith and the woman’s faith were important aspects of this story.  These details are there to inspire us to seek deeper and broader faith – not to indict us when things don’t turn out the way we would like.  For every miraculous healing in the Gospels, there were hundreds and thousands of people who did not receive the same sort of healing.  That does not make those people unfaithful.  And it does not mean that God does not love them.  The reason that some are miraculously healed and some are not is a mystery – I am not capable of answering that for you.  Trying to figure that out is trying to understand the mind of God, and that is so far above me that I do not even attempt it.  Instead, I try to look in different ways for what healing might look like.

At Joni and Friends camp, one of the big highlight events is the talent show that takes place on the last night there.  Anyone can do something for the show.  There are no auditions and no one says, “People don’t want to see that.”  Instead, a few hundred people sit enraptured while they watch acts that vary from singing and dancing to reciting the alphabet.  And every act gets a standing ovation from those in the audience who can stand.

One year there were two acts that really stuck out to me.  The first was a dance act.  A twenty-something year old paraplegic man and a similarly aged quadriplegic woman (who communicated by blinking) danced together in wheelchairs, to the song Never Die Young.  There was a beauty and grace to their careful choreography, as two motorized chairs moved back and forth, spinning and gliding together and apart, while James Taylor’s voice admonished us to: “Never give up, never slow down.  Never grow old, never ever die young.”  It was beautiful.  It was heartfelt.  It was inspirational.

And there was a young woman of indeterminate age who was – to all outward appearance – not engaged with the world around her.  She could walk, but had to be led wherever she went.  She does not speak and I do not believe that she can see.  She came on stage with her mother and her teenaged brother and sister.  While she stood in the middle of the stage, they projected words on a screen.  Her brother played the piano and he and the sister sang the words to the poem that this young woman wrote on a special communication device she has.  The poem was entitled, A Song of Praise, and it sounded much like a Psalm, written by someone who had a deep and abiding gratitude to God for all of the gifts they had been given in life.

The song was plain; the words not flowery or ostentatious.  It was the simple and straightforward expression of a love of God and an amazing statement of appreciation for life.  Wherever I looked as this song ended, I saw people wiping tears from their eyes.  

Why hasn’t Jesus brought healing to all of these faithful people?  He HAS!  Everywhere in that room there was wholeness.  Every face reflected the love of Christ for all of God’s creation.  Nowhere was there judgmentalism, hatred, discord or enmity.  There were only God’s children – in every color, size, shape and ability – loved, cared for and … perfectly healed in God’s eyes.

Amen.


[Proper 8 Sermon 062721, 2 Samuel 1:1, 17-27; Psalm 130, 2 Corinthians 8:7-15; Mark 5:21-43]


Saturday, June 19, 2021

The Rev. Canon John Bedingfield's sermon for June 20, 2021

“When evening had come, Jesus said to his disciples, ‘Let us go across to the other side.’  And leaving the crowd behind, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was.  Other boats were with him.  A great windstorm arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that the boat was already being swamped.” 

This morning’s reading follows on the heels of Jesus’ teaching and preaching for a day on the shore of the Sea of Galilee.  The crowds were so huge that He had to sit in a boat, off the edge of the shore, in order to preach and teach without being crushed by the crowd.  At the end of what was undoubtedly a long day, Jesus told the Disciples that He wanted them to take Him across to the other side – again, apparently to avoid the crowds and to get some rest.  Now to understand what happened next, we really need a little background.
The Sea of Galilee is not actually a sea.  In reality it is an inland lake – the lake known elsewhere in Scripture as Gennesaret.  The lake is 13 miles long and 8 miles wide at its widest point.  It averages only 84 feet in depth – which is shallow for a large lake.  That is important because of physics.  
Shallow bodies of water feel more effects from wind than do deep bodies of water.  If you blow across the top of a bowl of water, you will not create much in the way of water turbulence.  But if you blow across a saucer of water, you can watch the waves completely leave the saucer.  The deeper water can absorb the wind energy better than the shallower water can.  And that is important because of the wind conditions around the Sea of Galilee.
The surface of the water is 680 feet below sea level.  The Mediterranean Sea is not that far away – meaning that sea breezes come in from the west.  On the east side of the lake there are cliffs that are over 700 feet high.  The breezes come from the west and cool the air at the surface of the lake.  Then the east winds come off the top of the cliffs – hot and dry – and meet that cool air.  The result is violent wind storms that materialize almost in an instant.
That’s what happened to Jesus and the Disciples that day.  It was late afternoon in the heat of the day and they started across the lake in a pretty small row boat that seated about 15.  Weather experts from the area say that afternoon and evening storms on the lake routinely whip up waves tall enough to capsize a boat of this size.  The Disciples were worried that the boat would turn over, or simply be swamped by the waves.  It was in this situation that they woke Jesus, in fear for their lives.
And Jesus “rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, 
‘Peace!  Be still!’  Then the wind ceased, and there was a dead calm.”
This story has something very powerful to say to us.  But how many of us have actually been in a small boat, in a howling storm, in fear for our lives?  Probably not nearly as many as would have been around when the Gospel writer Mark first told this story.  This is one of those stories that can – on some levels – escape us if we’re not careful; simply because we don’t have the same life experiences that Mark’s original audience had.  It is at times like this that I try to look for other ways to connect the message to things that are more current.  
And with that, please listen to these lyrics;
{From the song Easy Silence, by Dan Wilson, Natalie Maines, Martie Maguire, and Emily Robison}

When the calls and conversations
Accidents and accusations
Messages and misperceptions
Paralyze my mind
Busses, cars, and airplanes leaving
Burnin' fumes of gasoline and
And everyone is running and I
Come to find a refuge in the

Easy silence that you make for me
It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
And the peaceful quiet you create for me
And the way you keep the world at bay for me
The way you keep the world at bay

Monkeys on the barricades
Are warning us to back away
They form commissions trying to find
The next one they can crucify
And anger plays on every station
Answers only make more questions
I need something to believe in
Breathe in sanctuary in the

Easy silence that you make for me
It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
And the peaceful quiet you create for me
And the way you keep the world at bay for me
The way you keep the world at bay

Children lose their youth too soon
Watching war made us immune
And I've got all the world to lose
But I just want to hold on to the

Easy silence that you make for me
It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
And the peaceful quiet you create for me
And the way you keep the world at bay for me

The easy silence that you make for me
It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me
And the peaceful quiet you create for me
And the way you keep the world at bay for me
The way you keep the world at bay for me
The way you keep the world at bay


Jesus said, “Peace.  Be still.”  
We can make a place in these lives full of cars, computers, cell phones, instant messaging, Tweeting, Instagramming, Tik-Toking, and listening to hate spew from our radios and televisions.  When the storms of modern life blow up in such frightening and unexpected ways, the Holy Spirit will be with us in an easy silence – if we’ll only make room for it.  Our real refuge is in the easy silence that the Creator of the Universe puts in place for our benefit.
I believe that one of the reasons so many people felt utterly disconnected and lost during this pandemic is that, for so long, they could not, or would not come back to our churches.  Please don’t get me wrong here.  I truly believe that where God’s people gather, there is The Church.  I do not believe that there is something absolutely necessary about going to a particular building in order to connect to the God of all that is.  But — I do believe that in this fast-paced, hyper-busy, confrontation-inducing world in which we are never out-of-touch with the daily craziness, our church buildings are some of the very few places in which people give themselves permission to be still and silent, and to listen for the voice of God.  And that is the important thing to get your head around … you need to allow yourself time to enter into peaceful silence.
Probably more so than any other nation in the world, America believes that there is something desirable, if not noble, about being busy and constantly on the move.  We hold this truth to be self-evident, that all humans should constantly be doing something.  This is one of those times and places in which Jesus is completely counter-cultural.  He believed in, spoke about, and practiced being still and silent in the presence of God.  Jesus was the ultimate example of the adage that we should be human beings, not human doings.
Peace.  Be still.  It is not an easy thing to be still and quiet in 21st Century America.  But try giving yourself permission to do it.  Take a little time, every day, to get away from others, sit still, and enter into quiet.  Listen for the still small voice that can only be heard in those intentional moments.  And give thanks for the God who comes to us most often when we choose to accept easy silence.  
In the name of the God who can still the storm and make a place for silence, Amen

[Pentecost 3B Proper 7 Sermon 062021, 1 Samuel 17: (1a, 4-11, 19-23), 32-49; Psalm 9:9-20, 2 Corinthians 6:1-13; Mark 4:35-41]

Friday, June 18, 2021

Service Schedule for June - July 2021 Christ Episcopal, Saint Joseph



Everyone is invited to join us each Sunday, 10am at Christ Church, Episcopal 120 Hancock Street, as we pray, worship, proclaim the Gospel and promote justice, peace, and love.  Amen!

Please keep Canon John and his family in your prayers.  Canon John has heart surgery planned for July 7, 2021.  

The service schedule for the next few weeks is:

June 20, 27 Holy Eucharist        The Rev. Canon John Bedingfield

July 4, 11, 18 Morning Prayer Mrs. Jane Barnett

July 25 Morning Prayer The Rev. Deacon Bette Kauffman

Sunday, June 6, 2021

The Rev. Canon John Bedingfield's sermon for June 6, 2021

A wise man once told me that whenever someone says the word, “but,” start listening.  Because, no matter what they said before that, they’re about to tell you what they really want you to know, right after the “but.”  Jesus does that very thing in today’s Gospel discussion with the Scribes.  I’m not saying that every word He uttered before the “but,” was just prelude – or had no real meaning.  That’s not it at all.  Before He used the coordinating conjunction, He famously explained how Satan cannot drive out Satan, because a house divided cannot stand.  What Jesus says in the first part of today’s Gospel reading is definitely important.  BUT … look at what He says after that short word.

In this section of Mark, the Scribes had come down from Jerusalem because they heard that Jesus was healing people and casting out demons.  When they saw Him, they said, “He has Beelzebul, and by the ruler of the demons he casts out demons.”  Then Jesus said to them,

"Truly I tell you, people will be forgiven for their sins and whatever blasphemies they utter; but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit can never have forgiveness, but is guilty of an eternal sin"

In Leviticus, Jewish law clearly says, “the one who blasphemes the name of the LORD shall surely be put to death; all the congregation shall certainly stone him.”  And Jesus told these Scribes (those who were trained to understand and teach the law) that what the law told them about blasphemy was wrong.  Jesus told them that even if someone takes the name of God in vain, that person can be forgiven and not be stoned.  Then comes the big “but,” where He says, “whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit can never have forgiveness, but is guilty of an eternal sin.”

I don’t know about you, but when Jesus begins talking about the possibility that there is an eternal sin – one that cannot ever be forgiven – that tends to make me a little nervous.  

You see, I truly believe in a God of ultimate grace, mercy, and forgiveness.  The God that I understand is the one who — through the Incarnate Word, hanging helplessly and painfully on a cross — said, “[F]orgive them, for they do not know what they are doing,” thereby gaining pardon for those who were directly responsible for the murder of God’s only Son.  

I have experienced the gracious and loving God whom Jesus talked about in the parable of the Prodigal Son.  I have been both the prodigal and the other son from that story.  And nowadays I find myself being the father of the prodigal.  I have, at times, squandered what I was given, and come back, begging God the Father for another chance.  And at other times I have been the son who stood on the porch and bitterly complained because I was the “faithful” one who worked hard and didn’t get the credit I “deserved.”  And in both cases, God forgave the sin and welcomed me with open arms.  That is the God I know and experience on a daily basis.  So I might feel worried when Jesus talks about an unforgivable sin.  

But, you know what?  Jesus’ words concerning this sin are not cause for fear, they are simply a statement of fact.

Sin can be defined as walking apart from, or turning our back on, God.  And any time we walk apart from God, Jesus has told us that if we repent (the Greek word for which, “metanoia,” means “turning around,”) if we just turn around and walk with God, then the Spirit of God will welcome us back to that place and we will be reconciled with God.  When Jesus said, “[W]hoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit can never have forgiveness, but is guilty of an eternal sin.,” He was simply saying what theologians have said in every generation since.  That is … the Holy Spirit is the spirit of forgiveness and reconciliation.  Without the healing power of the Spirit, you can never forgive or be forgiven.  Therefore, if you refuse to embrace that Spirit, or if you deny its existence, in other words, “blaspheme against” it, you are committing a sin that cannot be forgiven because you have foreclosed the Spirit’s action.  So Jesus was not threatening us, He was telling us how things work.

And how things work is this:  We forgive because God forgave us first.  We love because God loved us first.  Every day, in a multitude of ways, we sin and are sinned against.  Some of those sins are small — mere peccadillos — things that were never meant to be malicious, but were committed as mistakes.  Others are bigger — things that we do to intentionally cause harm, or otherwise go against God’s command that we love our neighbors as ourselves.  And still others are sins against God alone, things that do not outwardly hurt others, but still separate us from the love and grace of God.  Jesus told us that every one of those sins can be forgiven, if we repent and return to God.  In essence, all we have to do is want to be forgiven, and want to change our ways, and we will be forgiven.  But once we have that forgiveness from God, then the hard work of walking in the way of Jesus starts.

Once we have received God’s forgiveness, we must pursue the life of God’s new creation.  As it says in our corporate confession in the Book of Common Prayer, we should “delight in (God’s) will and walk in (God’s) ways, to the glory of (God’s) name.”  And walking in God’s way means walking in the Way of Jesus.  That means offering God’s love to our neighbors and forgiving those who sin against us, just as we have been forgiven our own sins.

When I leave here today, and that first of many people cut me off or drive aggressively, as I make my way back home, I am supposed to treat those people the way Jesus would.  I am supposed to forgive them — as opposed to those well-worn gestures that being a driver in America “entitles” us to use.  And when I hear people telling some story about politics in America today, I should believe that those who believe differently than I do, in the political realms, are also children of God, and I should treat them that way, instead of ascribing bad motives to the things they say and do.  When I hear people saying bad things about other people, I should not only walk away from the conversation, but perhaps should also point out that the object of their scorn is one the beloved in Jesus’ flock.  In other words, as a forgiven person, my job is to: Love the Lord my God, with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength; and to love my neighbor as myself.  

So the good news is: you don’t have to be frightened of some obscure, unforgivable sin.  The bad news is: once you’re forgiven, you have to act like it, live like it, and forgive others as you’ve been forgiven.

In the name of the God of forgiveness, Father, Son, and ever-forgiving Holy Spirit.  Amen.


[Proper 5B Sermon 060621,1 Samuel 8:4-11, (12-15), 16-20, (11:14-15), Psalm 138, 2 Corinthians 4:13-5:1; Mark 3:20-35]